Be whom you’re meant to be. You have to ask and find that answer. In your mind you don’t see yourself as a fat ass watching TV, but someone who has women in your life. You can see it and know that God didn’t put you on this Earth to not have women or good people in your life. You know truly that you must take action and do the steps to be the person that you *know* you should be. Get up and do it because you have no choice. This is who you *know* you are and right now you are FAILING at your own expectations of yourself. Catch up and start to take those actions that you need to do to get there. You have no choice.